You promised to love me, to cherish me
You were supposed to be my rock
The one I could count on for anything
My best friend
Instead you poisoned me
Tore me down
Crushed me
Dimmed the light in my eyes
Left me crying in the dark
Suffocating
Silently screaming
Falling victim to this twisted reality

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Whispering in my ear
Your thoughts of love pouring from your soul
Your arms wrapped around me tight
The warmth of your flesh caressing my skin
Your lips down my neck
A fire burning deep within me
The look of love in your eyes
As my soul reflects from within you
Your love embraces me
Protects me
Keeps me breathing
Keeps me alive

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So broken, so lost.
Can’t find a way out.
You were my light in my dark.
Now the light shines no more.
My muffled screams can’t be heard.
I reach out, never touching, never feeling.
I can’t escape this tortured place.
Lost in the darkness of my soul.
Missing the fire that once burnt in yours.
Now I am suffocating from being trapped here once again without you.

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It’s when every fiber of your being feels it
When every beat of your heart only beats for them
When you breathe, you catch yourself holding onto it just a little longer
When you close your eyes, you see their face
When you open your eyes, you see them in everything else
Every thought you have, has them in it
Every smile you give, they are hiding behind
When your eyes light up, it’s because they are holding the match
Every song that plays, the beat dances through your soul and moves you
In the rain you feel the sorrow of missing them
With the sun you feel the warmth of finding them
Their voice calls to you through the whispers of the winds
The moon reflects their soul across the waters while you watch from the rocky edge
Your dreams are filled with them
Your reality craves them
And until you take your very last breath
And until your heart beats one last time
You’ll forever love them…

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Falling into a dream
Me finding you
Safety found in your embrace
Wanting to stay there forever
Held captive by your love
Shielded by the storm
Until the light of day starts to break
Reality closes in
And I am ripped from your arms
Awakened with sorrow
Wanting for the night
When my dreams find you once again

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Feeling the shocks wave through my body
My soul sings to your melody
My heart beats to your rhythm
The sounds ripple all around me
I feel my senses come alive
Beads of bliss dance from my fingertips
The stillness in your breath catches mine
Singing through the winds of the stillness that carries our song

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You pull me in
I push away
Your words haunt me
Your love scares me
So afraid of the emotions I am feeling
I need you
I run from you
You grab my soul
I fight to let go
Please don’t let me go

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The ground shakes beneath my feet
I fight to stay to keep hold of the nothingness that surrounds me
I feel myself breaking
I scream in silence as my breath leaves me
Scared I look for you
Blinded by own fear
I feel myself falling
Slipping farther down
You reach for me
Brushing my fingertips
You try to keep hold
But I let the darkness take me

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My cries at night
Tears dripping onto my pillow
Wishing to hear your voice
Wanting to feel your touch
Loving you from afar
Drowning in my empty soul
Hoping the wind will carry my tears
Through the silence of my storm
May they whisper to you

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Afraid of losing you
Afraid of letting go
The silence that engulfs my soul
Yearning for a flame
Wishing for your touch
Needing you to breathe life into me

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