When you looked at her did you see the younger me
The flirty smile on her lips
The way she smirked while she shook her hips
Pretty little lies from her poisoned mouth
Grabbed your heart, you fell for that pout
You told me loved me
But you were playing with her
You would never get caught
This you were sure
So many tears I cried
Begging and asking you why
Your excuses nothing but lies
If I could go back to years long ago
When you dropped to your knee and promised
You would forever love me
If I knew what you truly were capable of
The heartbreak you would cause
The gaslighting
The fighting
The screaming and crying
If only I had a crystal ball
If I could have seen it all
I would have turned around and walked out that door
I wouldn’t be where I’m at now
Wondering what did you see
In that 26 year old slut and 43 beautiful me.
© Nicky D ’23